Today stunk, but I couldn't be any happier.

Why?  I don't know.

It's not drugs.. I swear. >>

But I feel.. like nothing matters anymore... and it's.. relaxing.

..Ohhh, and PS.

Im tired.

and Damned tired.

so.

Lets all have fun, and just curse in double negatives.

Listen, Listen, hon'

I am not the two faced and hypocritical one. Haha, no.
See, what happened with me, is.. A was a huge fucking idiot, and made a huge fucking mistake. I was being bitter. Huge. Fucking. Mistake.
And, yes. I Still love Nicole to death. I went overboard with being upset, and she didn't deserve me making her feel the way she did. I should have just told her how I felt, and then actually listened to her.  But I don't think anyone could say that they've never said/done anything that they didn't regret.  I don't know if Nicole will ever talk to me again or not. But that's my fault.

You, on the other hand.
You deserved it. I didn't do anything to you. at all. at . fucking. all.
If you hate arguing so much, why do YOU KEEP STARTING IT?
You keep trying to make meaningful comebacks to stick up for yourself..but in doing this you're missing the points. You don't understand that the reason we're fighting in the first place is because of you, sweetheart.
You know how many times you've "apologized"*? and Ended up doing the same shit, over and over?

* -   I put it in quotes because they were all probably just fake.  Just like you said.

See.  You're the hypocritical and two faced one.
I'm just the big, fuck-up idiot.

And no, I don't hate you.  I never could.

I'm just tired of your shit.

I should be asexual. Yep.

 It's always going to be fucked up.

"nuff said.

 Okay.

Let me state the obvious.

1. I don't care what your opinions are about me. Hear that? I DON'T CARE. Keep them to yourself.

2. Don't expect me to beg your forgiveness for something I didn't even do.

3. Don't expect me to be your friend when you're a pain in the fucking ass.

Oh, wow.

Lemme tell yous guys. about this wonderful lady.

Her name is Vera.   And she's ten times better than you. She's the BEST thing.. like. ever. ( yeah, yeah, that's right, fuck you sliced bread. -shakes fist-)

She's the most beautiful thing +  myyy bestestbestest friend.

Now, Now.  do me a favor, all you drooling boys and girls..

BACK UP OFF MY SHIT.

Thanks ^_^

I got in a fight with Peter, ya ya. Who cares.  I say this because I left you all of a sudden.  So, that's why.

Yeah.  I'm emotional. 
I don't want this, and .....I don't want this.

Take me to the hospital.

Emotionally Unstable.

Very. Unstable.

There's a gun in the car.

Let's go crack some skulls.

My pinkie hurts.

and its swollen

and hard to move.

and ow.

('s not broken, though.)

Yes, the school computers are very crappy, but they work.

( aka, at least tblog works.)

And, I can't use the home computer much, because Peter is home alot now.  And  he gets his vacation soon, too.

and, I feel shittttty.

So, this sucks hard. :D